Memories...

I don't know if it the weather or what, but today I'm having a depressed day. I didn't want to get out of bed and do the things I had planned on doing. I also feel very lonely.


I miss a very important person in my life. This person was always there for me and I could run to and just cry and she won't ask why. She would just let me cry. She was always in my corner, cheering me on. I miss her support. She has been such an influence in my life. This person is my Grandma Luke, who passed away Feb. 28, 2007.

This is an old picture of my Grandma and I (and my brother) back when the theater at the Jr. High she taught at was being renovated and named after her. I can't remember how old I was but I think its when I was in 8th-9th grade. The last time I was inside her theater, I was singing at her funeral service. 


I've really missed her being round the past little bit. I keep reflecting on conversations I would have her about my future and where she saw me. We would joke about how she would be at my wedding and birth of my children. Little did we know that she would suffer from a stroke, then 2 weeks later pass away. And just a few months from my High School graduation. 


But I know that she is the Angel on my shoulder, the breeze in the trees, and that Still Small Voice cheering me on. Sometimes I think that she's the one behind all the trails in my life. Its her way of telling me that I can make it through and you'll only become stronger through them. And I'm sure that she is my #1 Supporter in my corner with my pregnancy.  Just wish she was here to share it with.