12/19/11

Strength...

I feel like I've gained a lot but at the same time I feel like I'm crumbling apart at the seams. I did something that I thought I would never do and feeling very overwhelmed. Fighting internally with my old self to not take back what I did because it would bring so much hurt and pain to everyone involved. I still have TONS of fears about my decision but I need to trust myself. I love those involved so much! So much I don't think that they will ever understand. I'm making a huge sacrifice so those people can have a chance at being happy.

1 comment:

Unknown said...

Not sure that I understand your post, but you have always had a lot of strength. I think you can do anything that you set your mind too so don't doubt for long, because I already know that strength is a part of who you are. Keep going Sarah. I think you will be a great mom!